hmm time to do a little to-do list so that i can keep track of how i spent my hols.

1 find a job(perm part-time)
2 work.haha with my mummy and get paid!
3 buy new clothes
4 buy contact lens
5 play tennis again.ager miss me?
6 mb go diving with sis. redang?
7 watch movies!!
8 think abt wat i wanna do abt my life and if possible, come up with some plan
sorta
thing.
9 revamp my image
10 do a little research on eye creams then go buy!!

things i wanna do..in no particular order..im just spouting thoughts..haha
over the top of my head.
1 travel!!
2 revamp my image
3 club
4 pub
5 k
6 own more shoes,bags,clothes:P
7 learn a foreign language..french or spanish?
8 go do something cool like whitewater rafting or go climb another mountain or go
street cycling
9 learn ballroom dancing
10 pick up yoga
11 dance again!!
12 want nice complexion
13 buy makeup?
14 I WANT A CAMERA!!srylah im a camera-whore.if i have a camera that is..
15 i wanted an iPod.
16 i want my life to be perfect.
17 i want a life that is not mine.
18 i want to have goals in life.
19 i want to get out of singapore!!

:P a day for lists..hehe just bored and suddenly thought of it.
wat i want. in a bf..just wants that are not practical.
1 lets me have my way.
2 but at the same time, argues with me..
3 has his own stand.
4 can control me(at appropriate times of course)
5 knows wat i am thinking and wat i want.
6 understands wat i am thinking or wat i want.
7 wants me more than i want him.
8 decides, at least i can pick a fight..hehe fun!
9 knows how to dress up for the occasion.
10 enough confidence that i dun feel superior to him.
11 tall enough not to feel inferior when i wear heels.
12 has a nice chest to sleep on.
13 enough meat to squeeze.
14 lets me knows his thoughts, trivial matters or his deepest darkest secrets.
15 loves me more than i do him!

The Earth, The Sun, The Rain Lyrics


When I was lost, I could not see
All the beauty and wonder, wrapping around me.
I was alone, dreaming of you
Oh I could not imagine this dream coming true.
So much joy now, in all that I touch
You make me feel everything so much.

Chorus


I will love you for the earth at my feet.
I will love you for the sun in the sky.
I will love you for the falling rain, oh oh oh oh
I will love you for the heart that could break.
I will love you for the dreams that we share.
I will love you for the falling rain, oh oh oh oh

Face in the wind, tears from my eyes
Baby, where have you been?
But I was, always, waiting for you. (oh baby)
To pull back the door.
To take me by the hand and lead me through.
This whole world was a stranger to me. (stranger to me)
Now you have opened my heart to everything.

(Repeat Chorus)


Spoken
Like a whisper in a dream,
you walk softly into my life
with love and sweet emotion
and as I gaze into your eyes
I see the beauty that God has created.
And I love you girl,
Now and Forever...

maybe maybe maybe..
maybe someday something good will come out of this..it's a blessing in disguise?
maybe losing something is the only way u can learn its true value..
maybe someday, fairytales will come true..
maybe i just love myself too much..
maybe i wont publish this post..
all the maybes in the world couldnt have hurt more..
maybe maybe maybe..


why here again u ask?
maybe cuz i wanna tell him this and yet i dun have the guts to post it there..
maybe by taking this away and putting it behind we can move on..it
may end up happy or apart..i dunno..
only those who still visits this page and bother to read will see this..
maybe they only use the link..but not read anymore..
maybe one day i'll learn to love again.
i dunno wat to say anymore..
maybe maybe maybe..

haiz..im a self confessed workaholic...ok fine..im not exactly a workaholic..but wat else explains this sudden panic attack when im not close to my work?i must be going crazy then..the only valid explanation there is for this..

hahh..not the first or only time...oh well.. i just gotta learn to trust...to trust that other's can do as good a job or even better than myself...
because i found out that my panic was totally uncalled for...im alrite now.. i can sleep in peace..

i trust u, babes:))))))))))))))

oh my its been such a looooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggggggggggggggg time!!hee hee and i love this blog..i miss this blog man..haha back to my obsession with purple again..Haha and the small fonts..i think i a bit siao alr..for those who still havnt found out tt i actually moved blog, haha.. i did oh well and i suddenly feel like some anonimity...haiz.i love my privacy..but sometimes i feel like i wanna shout sometihings out to the world..but i never do it of course..
i guess u can say im introverted or shy or wateva..but there are somethings that i just cant say even if i have the mind to.. u'll jjust see me there gaping my mouth..haha like a fish..lolz.

anw, i miss nadia..funnily..haha cuz we've never been close..maybe im just enviuos..haha of her life now..shittified..im stuck here in singapore..rachel, come give me a hug and cry rivers together!!!hahah

laa di da di daaa...
muacks muackc muacks..
i think im just plain stressed..hahahhehehehhohohoh hahahaha..
stressed stressed stressed...
ooh desserts!!!
haha i want muddy mud pie and strawberry limeade!!!
since u're there, call up a green tea creme brulee, and a banana butterscotch cheese cake as well...hmmm teh triple a la mode sounds good too...
meanwhile, serve up a tiramisu latte...hmmm poacched peaches are a plus...
and ice cream as well..
let's go over to swenson's now!!!
get towering temptations!!!muahahahhahahahhahahah
i'm siao and crazy and outta my mind!!!
and i want my prince charming...

*hugs*
*blows a kiss*